Pondering days and sleepless nights can only lead to trouble. A space for things that make me happy. I write, I reblog, I find things that make me happy.
This is a blog and stuff… Sorry. I’ve been super busy lately and honestly just have so much going on emotionally that I’ve been pulling back from writing and really just not expressing myself lately. It’s not healthy, it hurts and I don’t really know how to handle it all.
For a few weeks there, it looked like I had lost my dad to a pod person and I was never going to have a good relationship with him for as long as he was dating his current gf. Now it seems that he has returned from the land of the pod people and is trying to talk to me again. I am so weary and anxious about letting him in my life that it almost was better to not even have him in my life. It had hit a breaking point when he blocked my call (I suspect this was the gf’s doing).
Now he’s crashing on my mom’s couch (read, ex wife).